Time
It has been such a difficult week for me. I knew that settling into life here in Virginia would bring up a lot of emotions. I think entering into November is also going to be tough. This will be our first holiday/birthday season since the kids were diagnosed. Waverly will turn 5 in a few weeks, Matt and I each celebrate birthdays, Thanksgiving, Christmas and then Oliver will be 2. Marking the end of a year is scary now. It means time is flying by and the time I have with Waverly & Oliver is slipping away.
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Brittany
I say that because, I don't want you to ruin the present because of what the future holds. If/when you have to let them go, I want you to feel like you loved and cherished every minute of the time that you had with them. It just seems like the grim reality of the future is robbing you of the precious moments of the present.
I don't know you personally....I just am a friend of a friend who prays for you and reads your blog...so, I could be totally wrong...if so, just disregard this comment.
I really want to pull up his shirt and blow razzberries on his tummy.
Do that for me today, will you, please?
I was invited to join the Hundred for a Home cause through facebook by Ann Snow - she was my hall director at TU. Although I don't know you and I'm not sure that we'll ever meet, your story captivated my day. I spent a good portion of yesterday reading your blog. I just wanted to let you know that I've been praying for your family and your beautiful kids. I'm praying that you'll be able to buy a home, for a miracle for your kids, and for peace.
Callie