Sadness

This has been a tough week. I have been down. I have seen changes in Waverly over the past 5 days. I know she is there, but Sanfilippo is trying to take her from me. There are more vacant stares and quieter periods. But when she smiles or laughs, I still can see my Waverly. My little girl. Oliver just woke up with a slight fever. I hate seeing him sick. A little fever puts me in tears because of all I think that he is going to have to endure. I hate Sanfilippo.

I am listening to Over the Rhine. Their music soothes my sad spirit. I love the line in "Latter Days": "And if the music starts before I get there. Dance without me. You dance so gracefully." I always think of Waverly dancing in heaven.